Flashes of the future keep appearing.
me, doing presentations. me, sitting for mid sem. me, chionging for projects. me, sitting for final sem. me, starting a new class.
my life, playing on repeat.

i keep thinking whether i did the right choice. choosing this diploma that is. everybody seemed to have their future planned out for them. they KNOW where they wanna go, a specific place to work at, a career to build. i tried to think but its blurring.

its not gonna be easy, i gotta keep up. keep up with the rest of my cohort. getting a 3.7 is not good enough. actually, it was only average.

i only realised.

shit.


"Errr ooook" hahaha this is winnie's and my catchphrase of the week. its said in a high pitch but in sloww motion. it is said in response to an invalid information. err ok.

anw, IM BLOODY FREAKING EXHAUSTED. not only me,majority of us. putting aside the distance to and fro, the projects are piling up like nobody's business. Actually that one is still fine with me since obviously there will be projects but i didnt expect their deadlines to be SO SOOON. like end of May soon which means we have to start NAO NAO NAO. CRAZY OR WAT. we only have around 3 weeks to finish everything. FML.

LEMME LET OUT A HUGE SIGH. HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.






After all the complaining that i've done, there are perks to this sad sch life.
There was a field trip to the Resorts World as well as Universal Studios and i think i like it. It was mad tiring of course, walking around under the bloody hot sun.
However, i get to see Universal Studios without having to pay 66bucks for it. nyehehe. & even got to experienced Shrek 4D. Super funny lah. especially the spiders' part. can totally feel the spiders biting my legs. HAHAH.
& i think they've succeeded. it doesnt look like Sg at all. except for the hot weather ah. i think the kungfu panda likes us. He actually jumped when we walked towards him to take a picture. HAHAHAHAHA.

ok, i think resort ops lecturer is being nonsensical and tryna scare our butts off with his no-sense talk. his life is sad.

UGH.

The subjects doesnt seem to be easy, there's already a presentation on the third week of school, the toilets are protected with passwords to prevent monkeys frm coming in (no joke), the lecture hall are small ( if late damn embarrassing, and being late is a super high possibility), the canteen is...micro-sized and how the hell are we supposed to choose a class rep by wed morning when we havent even met our classmates. U TELL ME.

'nuff said.


School starts tomorrow leh. How? How?
the only thing that is exciting would be meeting my friends again and annoying my 3 classmates.
other than that, sch does not appeal to me.
i've armed myself with an updated playlist as well as new videos to entertain me in the long hour ride.

ok,go.

Boarding a bus in the afternooon filled with school students is something that i would want to avoid FOREVERRRR.

why afternoon? Coz students are done with their trainings, CCAs and watever extra shits that school gives them hence they have been wearing their uniform for atleast 10hours straight. Or worse, they are wearing that uniform for 10hours straight with buckets of SWEAT.
In conclusion, THEY FREAKIN' SMELL.
WALAO.

i swear the only adults/not-in-sch-attire people can be counted with my bare hands. & that includes me. I didnt cover my nose though coz firstly, i did not want to be rude and secondly, i used to be someone who wears uniforms and pe tshirts for hours so erm, momentary self-reflect.
But i dont think i smell that bad.
anw, SERIOUS SHIT THE SMELL IS LIKE....ok no, i wont say it. kinda disgusting.
fortunately, i was on the bus for about 5minutes. i alighted 3 stops after.

ok gotta go, my sister is crying because my mum dont allow her to watch tv. OF COURSE LAH, its like 10pm watch wat tv??? she hafta be in sch by 8 leh. i need to shut her up. toots.




Kinda relieved i guess. I've got 2 people from 1k01 in my new class. I am just gonna stick to these two. Afterall, 6months later, we are back to square one. Another class,another environment. sheesh.

Oh, i forgot to eat my kinder bueno. ok, im gonna go bueno-ing.


Wooo i had just witnessed 6 military band performances from 6 different schools. ITS FREAKIN COOL. I have never seen it before because sadly my sec sch doesnt have a military band. I think if have, i would have joined lor. tsk. But i think the training is damn vigorous and mad tiring.

Anw, back to the topic, it was like witnessing replay scenes from Drumline!! & i think Bowen and Deyi sec really deserved their gold with honours.
WALAO THEIR PROPS,DANCE AND WHATNOT IS DAMN AWESOME LAH. still got confetti bursting everywhere. plus, a lil bit of somersault here and there. I was clapping along with Deyi sec students even though im not frm their school haha. their excitement was rather contagious. or rather my lack of childhood needs to be filled.hehe.

ok, my feet needs to get its well deserved rest. toots

Wanted to buy this Kerastase Masquintense Masque (hair) but holymccoly they are freaking expensive. like $70 per 500g expensive. sigh, its really really good though.
anw, when is the timetable gonna be released? im effing scared plszx.

let me have non-bitchy,non-sluts,non-annoying but fun-like-me, super kind or cool people as my classmates. PLEASE. anybody from 1k01 is highly preferred. PLEASE.

too much to ask,no?

but, even if they suck, it wont be so bad right? after all, i just have to put up with them for 1 semester.
if they refuse to contribute in projects, one-on-one confrontation will come right up. i dont think im scared. unless of course if u have infinity piercings and tattoos. prolly i'll just quietly mark u down. thats all.hehe.


sch is starting soon. ew.

so much for wanting to have a healthy lifestyle. i woke up at 12 plus and right now im eating roller coaster chips. 's okay ah, i shall exercise later. maybe do some rollerblading since i've not blade for a thousand years.

anw, watching infinity challenge, hyori in court is damn funny. hyori was the witness and the one found guilty is jaesuk who has been caught spreading bad rumors about Gil.

an excerpt frm the show:
hyori: *calm* Yoo jaesuk is ALWAYS not someone you can trust.
Jaesuk: YAH, HYORI AH..YOU YOU.. 1O YEARS TOGETHER, YET U CAN DO THIS TO ME?? YAHH, CHINCHA...
hyori: then, why do you keep FEEDING ME RAMYUN EVERY NIGHT ON FO WHEN U KNOW MY FACE WILL BLOAT THE NEXT DAY??!

hahahahah, of course, jaesuk doesnt know what to reply to that and merely laughed.

{edited}

woo, i read GD's Shine A Light photobook, its damn right touching. i thought he got too much attention and i didnt like that part about him. I thought people praise him because he's the leader and this wasnt being fair to the rest of his members. But after reading the photobook, he deserve all those praises i guess.
well, he's not being appointed as the leader for nuttin'

some excerpt from the photobook (the photobook is written from one of his concert staff's point of view, i think):

But the faces of both the filming staff, who had come early and had been waiting after making preparations and the Japanese staff, who had just arrived were filled with worry and concern.

“He said his neck has been hurting weirdly all of a sudden since yesterday………………”

Yes. Jiyong had been suffering in pain the whole night.

“Jiyong, let’s cancel filming for today and take a break.”
“……”
“It’s impossible for you to film in this state. Just go home and rest, ok?”
“……I wanna do it. If I don’t film today what about the rest……….”
“No, it’s ok. Don’t worry, just go home.”
“I said I wanna do it already…… Just gimme some chocolate in return.”

The staff are at a loss for words and just stand there, hanging around him.
Then Jiyong pretends to be fine and says
“Oh come on, I’m fine already. Seriously, I’m ok.”
The staff feel bad and grateful at the same time, a couple of them are even tearing up.
Everyone looks at him worriedly, but Jiyong just smiles brightly and makes a gallant effort to walk cheerfully to the dressing room.

He never says anything like “I’m sick. I’m tired.” In fact, he keeps joking around and smiling with the staff because they’re worried about him.
I fell for him.
Yes, I really think I fell for him.

there's more of course. check it out at ibigbang.wordpress.com.

Flashes of the future keep appearing.
me, doing presentations. me, sitting for mid sem. me, chionging for projects. me, sitting for final sem. me, starting a new class.
my life, playing on repeat.

i keep thinking whether i did the right choice. choosing this diploma that is. everybody seemed to have their future planned out for them. they KNOW where they wanna go, a specific place to work at, a career to build. i tried to think but its blurring.

its not gonna be easy, i gotta keep up. keep up with the rest of my cohort. getting a 3.7 is not good enough. actually, it was only average.

i only realised.

shit.


"Errr ooook" hahaha this is winnie's and my catchphrase of the week. its said in a high pitch but in sloww motion. it is said in response to an invalid information. err ok.

anw, IM BLOODY FREAKING EXHAUSTED. not only me,majority of us. putting aside the distance to and fro, the projects are piling up like nobody's business. Actually that one is still fine with me since obviously there will be projects but i didnt expect their deadlines to be SO SOOON. like end of May soon which means we have to start NAO NAO NAO. CRAZY OR WAT. we only have around 3 weeks to finish everything. FML.

LEMME LET OUT A HUGE SIGH. HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.






After all the complaining that i've done, there are perks to this sad sch life.
There was a field trip to the Resorts World as well as Universal Studios and i think i like it. It was mad tiring of course, walking around under the bloody hot sun.
However, i get to see Universal Studios without having to pay 66bucks for it. nyehehe. & even got to experienced Shrek 4D. Super funny lah. especially the spiders' part. can totally feel the spiders biting my legs. HAHAH.
& i think they've succeeded. it doesnt look like Sg at all. except for the hot weather ah. i think the kungfu panda likes us. He actually jumped when we walked towards him to take a picture. HAHAHAHAHA.

ok, i think resort ops lecturer is being nonsensical and tryna scare our butts off with his no-sense talk. his life is sad.

UGH.

The subjects doesnt seem to be easy, there's already a presentation on the third week of school, the toilets are protected with passwords to prevent monkeys frm coming in (no joke), the lecture hall are small ( if late damn embarrassing, and being late is a super high possibility), the canteen is...micro-sized and how the hell are we supposed to choose a class rep by wed morning when we havent even met our classmates. U TELL ME.

'nuff said.


School starts tomorrow leh. How? How?
the only thing that is exciting would be meeting my friends again and annoying my 3 classmates.
other than that, sch does not appeal to me.
i've armed myself with an updated playlist as well as new videos to entertain me in the long hour ride.

ok,go.

Boarding a bus in the afternooon filled with school students is something that i would want to avoid FOREVERRRR.

why afternoon? Coz students are done with their trainings, CCAs and watever extra shits that school gives them hence they have been wearing their uniform for atleast 10hours straight. Or worse, they are wearing that uniform for 10hours straight with buckets of SWEAT.
In conclusion, THEY FREAKIN' SMELL.
WALAO.

i swear the only adults/not-in-sch-attire people can be counted with my bare hands. & that includes me. I didnt cover my nose though coz firstly, i did not want to be rude and secondly, i used to be someone who wears uniforms and pe tshirts for hours so erm, momentary self-reflect.
But i dont think i smell that bad.
anw, SERIOUS SHIT THE SMELL IS LIKE....ok no, i wont say it. kinda disgusting.
fortunately, i was on the bus for about 5minutes. i alighted 3 stops after.

ok gotta go, my sister is crying because my mum dont allow her to watch tv. OF COURSE LAH, its like 10pm watch wat tv??? she hafta be in sch by 8 leh. i need to shut her up. toots.




Kinda relieved i guess. I've got 2 people from 1k01 in my new class. I am just gonna stick to these two. Afterall, 6months later, we are back to square one. Another class,another environment. sheesh.

Oh, i forgot to eat my kinder bueno. ok, im gonna go bueno-ing.


Wooo i had just witnessed 6 military band performances from 6 different schools. ITS FREAKIN COOL. I have never seen it before because sadly my sec sch doesnt have a military band. I think if have, i would have joined lor. tsk. But i think the training is damn vigorous and mad tiring.

Anw, back to the topic, it was like witnessing replay scenes from Drumline!! & i think Bowen and Deyi sec really deserved their gold with honours.
WALAO THEIR PROPS,DANCE AND WHATNOT IS DAMN AWESOME LAH. still got confetti bursting everywhere. plus, a lil bit of somersault here and there. I was clapping along with Deyi sec students even though im not frm their school haha. their excitement was rather contagious. or rather my lack of childhood needs to be filled.hehe.

ok, my feet needs to get its well deserved rest. toots

Wanted to buy this Kerastase Masquintense Masque (hair) but holymccoly they are freaking expensive. like $70 per 500g expensive. sigh, its really really good though.
anw, when is the timetable gonna be released? im effing scared plszx.

let me have non-bitchy,non-sluts,non-annoying but fun-like-me, super kind or cool people as my classmates. PLEASE. anybody from 1k01 is highly preferred. PLEASE.

too much to ask,no?

but, even if they suck, it wont be so bad right? after all, i just have to put up with them for 1 semester.
if they refuse to contribute in projects, one-on-one confrontation will come right up. i dont think im scared. unless of course if u have infinity piercings and tattoos. prolly i'll just quietly mark u down. thats all.hehe.


sch is starting soon. ew.

so much for wanting to have a healthy lifestyle. i woke up at 12 plus and right now im eating roller coaster chips. 's okay ah, i shall exercise later. maybe do some rollerblading since i've not blade for a thousand years.

anw, watching infinity challenge, hyori in court is damn funny. hyori was the witness and the one found guilty is jaesuk who has been caught spreading bad rumors about Gil.

an excerpt frm the show:
hyori: *calm* Yoo jaesuk is ALWAYS not someone you can trust.
Jaesuk: YAH, HYORI AH..YOU YOU.. 1O YEARS TOGETHER, YET U CAN DO THIS TO ME?? YAHH, CHINCHA...
hyori: then, why do you keep FEEDING ME RAMYUN EVERY NIGHT ON FO WHEN U KNOW MY FACE WILL BLOAT THE NEXT DAY??!

hahahahah, of course, jaesuk doesnt know what to reply to that and merely laughed.

{edited}

woo, i read GD's Shine A Light photobook, its damn right touching. i thought he got too much attention and i didnt like that part about him. I thought people praise him because he's the leader and this wasnt being fair to the rest of his members. But after reading the photobook, he deserve all those praises i guess.
well, he's not being appointed as the leader for nuttin'

some excerpt from the photobook (the photobook is written from one of his concert staff's point of view, i think):

But the faces of both the filming staff, who had come early and had been waiting after making preparations and the Japanese staff, who had just arrived were filled with worry and concern.

“He said his neck has been hurting weirdly all of a sudden since yesterday………………”

Yes. Jiyong had been suffering in pain the whole night.

“Jiyong, let’s cancel filming for today and take a break.”
“……”
“It’s impossible for you to film in this state. Just go home and rest, ok?”
“……I wanna do it. If I don’t film today what about the rest……….”
“No, it’s ok. Don’t worry, just go home.”
“I said I wanna do it already…… Just gimme some chocolate in return.”

The staff are at a loss for words and just stand there, hanging around him.
Then Jiyong pretends to be fine and says
“Oh come on, I’m fine already. Seriously, I’m ok.”
The staff feel bad and grateful at the same time, a couple of them are even tearing up.
Everyone looks at him worriedly, but Jiyong just smiles brightly and makes a gallant effort to walk cheerfully to the dressing room.

He never says anything like “I’m sick. I’m tired.” In fact, he keeps joking around and smiling with the staff because they’re worried about him.
I fell for him.
Yes, I really think I fell for him.

there's more of course. check it out at ibigbang.wordpress.com.